MANIFEST
Reincarnation is a fact, although there are still a lot of people who don't believe it. However, it is not a matter of mere belief to me, but an absolute certainty that comes from researching and remembering past lives for a few years.
My origin is not a secret. I have been using the nickname Eowyn ever since I started my online trajectory, even before I started to remember and participate in English internet forums, when I was still lost and full of doubts. I write this manifest in July 2015, what means that was almost four years ago. Since then, I have recalled multiple past lives, I have verified "with a name and a surname" two of them, I have created a forum in Spanish (the first one to talk about this matter with total rationality), I have written two books and I have tried to describe my experiences in three blogs (this one is the third), with varying degrees of privacy and emotional intensity.
In the English-speaking internet there are lots of people who do what I am doing now: writing about their personal experience remembering past lives. The ways to approach reincarnation are different for all of us, and as happens with many other aspects in life, the degree of coherence, soundness and sanity is also very variable. I think intelligent readers can discern which accounts are truthful and which not. In Spanish, by contrast, there is nearly no one speaking publicly about their past lives, and I know the reason for this doesn't lie on the lack of people who remember. The main problem is reincarnation is still a taboo subject. I also suspect religion plays an important role here. And though things are changing little by little, speaking openly about it is still hard.
My origin is not a secret. I have been using the nickname Eowyn ever since I started my online trajectory, even before I started to remember and participate in English internet forums, when I was still lost and full of doubts. I write this manifest in July 2015, what means that was almost four years ago. Since then, I have recalled multiple past lives, I have verified "with a name and a surname" two of them, I have created a forum in Spanish (the first one to talk about this matter with total rationality), I have written two books and I have tried to describe my experiences in three blogs (this one is the third), with varying degrees of privacy and emotional intensity.
In the English-speaking internet there are lots of people who do what I am doing now: writing about their personal experience remembering past lives. The ways to approach reincarnation are different for all of us, and as happens with many other aspects in life, the degree of coherence, soundness and sanity is also very variable. I think intelligent readers can discern which accounts are truthful and which not. In Spanish, by contrast, there is nearly no one speaking publicly about their past lives, and I know the reason for this doesn't lie on the lack of people who remember. The main problem is reincarnation is still a taboo subject. I also suspect religion plays an important role here. And though things are changing little by little, speaking openly about it is still hard.
Those of us who remember past lives and have been a while doing so, know we pass through different stages along the years. Each of us take it differently, as we all are different. Some may have more doubts than others. Some may begin to remember in childhood, others do it already in adulthood. Some treat it as something intimate, private, which would never share. Others write books about it, fiction or not. Some of us said we saw the moment of publishing our own memories in a place other than a restricted-access forum quite far in the future. Well, maybe for being a writer and unable to avoid it, that moment has arrived for me.
I do it for many reasons. I need to have those reasons very present in my head, because sharing such private things is not something you do lighheartedly. If speaking about events that happened in this life is already tremendously hard, even more is speaking of something that theoretically happened in other lives, something many people don't accept and the reason my mental health will be questioned. As I always say, the Truth is out there for everyone who wants to know. The techniques for remembering are well-known and I speak of them in my other blog Soy reencarnacionista. I have also delved into my emotions, to very painful limits, in my other blog in English, Bitter watches of the night, directed to people who also remember and like reading other experiences. Now what pushes me is something even more personal, if possible. And the truth is I am not afraid anymore someone might read it. I only know I can't remain silent.
Purpose of this blog.
It is double.
On the one hand, I need a place where I can organize my memories and all the investigation I accomplished through all these years. I also need to reflect in an intimist way about what this journey has meant to me. Now that I have meditated a lot about those lives, I can draw much more mature conclusions. It is not my intention to copy whole paragraphs of my past life journal, but to go over it again and synthesize all I have been and I am. Usually (and I also know this by experience) people get bored when they read long detailed stories of what we have been in other lives. Of course, if it turns out that someone is interested in what I tell and feels identified, I will always like to have helped someone. It happened to me many times when I was beginning with this. And if one day someone who can verify some of those memories turns up, then it will be a new dream fulfilled and I will always be grateful
Although the rate of growth of my past life journal has been diminishing with time, currently it has 896 pages (Word document with Calibri font, size 11, including pictures), that without taking into account the research folders and the chronicles where I sort out the most representative lives... ah, and the chronology section where I summarize those lives as briefly as I can and note down the advances by date. In other words, it is quite awful to handle, and when I have to look for a specific datum I get mad.
Besides, in Spanish there are very few people who dare to speak SERIOUSLY about their past lives in public. That should begin to change. But despite my blogs and forum, for some reason it doesn't (O.K., it does a bit, but very slowly). I am going to lead by example... though I reserve the right to delete the blog without notice and disappear.
On the one hand, I need a place where I can organize my memories and all the investigation I accomplished through all these years. I also need to reflect in an intimist way about what this journey has meant to me. Now that I have meditated a lot about those lives, I can draw much more mature conclusions. It is not my intention to copy whole paragraphs of my past life journal, but to go over it again and synthesize all I have been and I am. Usually (and I also know this by experience) people get bored when they read long detailed stories of what we have been in other lives. Of course, if it turns out that someone is interested in what I tell and feels identified, I will always like to have helped someone. It happened to me many times when I was beginning with this. And if one day someone who can verify some of those memories turns up, then it will be a new dream fulfilled and I will always be grateful
Although the rate of growth of my past life journal has been diminishing with time, currently it has 896 pages (Word document with Calibri font, size 11, including pictures), that without taking into account the research folders and the chronicles where I sort out the most representative lives... ah, and the chronology section where I summarize those lives as briefly as I can and note down the advances by date. In other words, it is quite awful to handle, and when I have to look for a specific datum I get mad.
Besides, in Spanish there are very few people who dare to speak SERIOUSLY about their past lives in public. That should begin to change. But despite my blogs and forum, for some reason it doesn't (O.K., it does a bit, but very slowly). I am going to lead by example... though I reserve the right to delete the blog without notice and disappear.
On the other hand, in recent times I have realized that serious reincarnation research is in danger. And this danger not only comes from all those who follow the New Age movement and want to impose on us certain spiritual "laws" such as the Law of Karma. There are also certain researchers, self-proclaimed "academic", who believe themselves to be owners of the only valid methods of research. They ignore or even despise other researchers who follow other paradigms. So, to offset this fact, I have decided to write not only about my past lives, but also about all the quality works I have been able to read during these years and my own hypotheses about the mechanism of reincarnation. I think that my wide scientific training, together with my great personal experience, makes me one of the most knowledgeable persons on reincarnation today, especially in the Spanish-speaking internet.
Message for the hypothetical (and unlikely) readers.
Though sometimes it might appear as the opposite, nothing I am going to speak about here is fiction. I am a writer, and besides I like fantasy literature. Words, my sense of humor and certain characters (as Eowyn) help me not to succumb to the real world, express what I want to say, and also take a bit less seriously something that occasionally tears my soul apart. Which proportion of what you read you want to take seriously, it is your decision. I am going to speak about verified and unverified memories. Talking about past lives is not very different to talking about our present lives, of disgraces and more disgraces, traumas, and some other joyful event. This blog is highly personal, so you will mostly find personal experiences and my own interpretations of those experiences. I can be wrong about my beliefs, but I have no doubt my memories are real memories (not necessarily one hundred per cent accurate), of lives I lived in other bodies, in different times.
I don't own the absolute Truth; nobody does.
Search within you and perhaps you will be closer to find it.
HAVE A GOOD TRIP.
I don't own the absolute Truth; nobody does.
Search within you and perhaps you will be closer to find it.
HAVE A GOOD TRIP.