She decided to go on June 15th, only two days after my partner and I left her with my parents to travel to the coast. We were doubting up until the last moment whether we should go or not, but her medical condition, quite stable despite the seriousness, during the previous few weeks, didn’t foreshadow the unfortunate outcome. We were not expecting it, we truly were not expecting it, despite the fact that for the last seven months of her life we already knew she was walking on a tightrope and she could abandon us any day. However, she waited… she waited until we were far, because —I suppose— she wanted to save me the upset. I think I would do the same for my loved ones. In fact, that is what humans do as well when the moment is near, according to the accounts of many witnesses.
This morning the yoga routine was intended to open the chest. This means to expand the heart, activate the fourth chakra or Anahatha to release those emotions that might have remained stuck, no matter when. This time I didn’t feel the effects immediately, during the final position or Savasana, but after some time, after having lunch, I began to feel desires to cry again. The reason is the leaving of a life partner who was with me nothing less than seventeen years.
She decided to go on June 15th, only two days after my partner and I left her with my parents to travel to the coast. We were doubting up until the last moment whether we should go or not, but her medical condition, quite stable despite the seriousness, during the previous few weeks, didn’t foreshadow the unfortunate outcome. We were not expecting it, we truly were not expecting it, despite the fact that for the last seven months of her life we already knew she was walking on a tightrope and she could abandon us any day. However, she waited… she waited until we were far, because —I suppose— she wanted to save me the upset. I think I would do the same for my loved ones. In fact, that is what humans do as well when the moment is near, according to the accounts of many witnesses.
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