Before we continue with the most serious and sad events from this life, I am going to finish the description of my family. The only thing I knew about my mum until then was that she had died early. One day I remembered her funeral, along with more pleasant scenes from my childhood.
«This regression was of life 1, in different moments, without much order, as usual. Where did it begin? Uff, I don’t remember… I think simply in the back part of the ranch, doing something, I guess. I think here I am a bit younger, I must be sixteen or seventeen years old, and I see my brother Robert riding a horse with a lasso, trying to catch a cow. He’s good doing it and I let him do those things. I think Alice encourages me to imitate him, but I prefer to take charge of the stable work: I give hay to the animals, I clean, I may take care of the hooves, with help, of course. My brother Jamie doesn’t help us because he goes to school. I ask myself if I went too, and of course I did. As not much more came to me, I asked myself about Becky, if there was something with her. I smile to myself with a somewhat naughty expression and I say nothing… like these boys that are a bit presumptuous but the reality is there is nothing at all, though it is is hard for them to acknowledge it. And then I see myself with her in class, some years before, perhaps being eleven or twelve. The classroom is small, I don’t think there are more than twenty pupils, and the ages are diverse. The aspect and the furniture in general is wooden. I am sitting at the right back. Becky is always with another girl shorter than her, at about the middle left, near the window. At the fore I also see a black child. And the teacher is wearing a long black jacket and a bow tie, and he has a wooden pointer. I’d say we use slates and chalks to write. I have some beautiful blonde curls and I consider myself a handsome boy, I am sure Becky likes me, and I like her… but it’s like I play indifference and I don’t tell her anything. She usually wears her hair braided, it is between brown and red, and a hat.