So, those who say they had to perform war medicine in the hospital make me laugh. Yes, sure… this is the same as the Battle of Somme in 1916. Or just the same as seeing your warship destroyed by gunfire and the surgeon attending dozens of sailors bleeding to death at the same time, amputating legs and arms right and left. They are called heroes and they believe it, it is impossible to be more stupid and ignorant. But… we live in a childish society, so I wonder why I get surprised.
Apart from that, I have the feeling this stage is my trial by fire, as I was saying to a reader of my other blog, Soy reencarnacionista, just a few minutes ago. I have many times wondered why I have recalled all these past lives, why now, and for what it is been useful for me. I feel as if those lives are converging just in this moment, as if now were the perfect point for its continuation. However, I don’t believe I have to continue anything, to be honest, as I don’t believe there are good or bad decisions. Life doesn’t consist of doing always the right thing or making the best of decisions, but rather of just living and analyzing the consequences, because whatever you did, you will always learn something. I rather think that what I learned in each and every one of those lives is being useful for me right now, and that is the reason I recalled them, because I needed that information to know much better what I must do now.