So, here is another part of my story, for the first time, without changing a single comma (almost). To ease the reading, I will divide it in two chapters. Today I leave the first one.
I am so focused on my current project, that it is impossible for me to write anything new regarding past lives. But, fortunately, I can resort to what I wrote back in 2012 in my personal journal. What I publish below was written in mid-April 2012, I had been remembering past lives for only five months. I didn’t have yet all the details of my lives, there were still many mistakes in my data as I was lacking validations, I still had much, much to discover… I was so innocent that I thought five months were enough to get over certain traumas. Eight years have passed so that I can return to “real life”. However, the benefits of past life recall were already tangible. And undoubtedly, the experience was fascinating since the very beginning. So, here is another part of my story, for the first time, without changing a single comma (almost). To ease the reading, I will divide it in two chapters. Today I leave the first one. I don’t know very well what I have written during all this time in this 2012 journal, as I am not keeping any control and I am more focused on my past life journal. I am also reading the previous journals, and I think it is not fair I stop telling here everything I tell in my past life journal. It is obvious that there is no room for everything here. The past life journal is perhaps more personal, it is the story of a great journey, probably the most fascinating journey I have ever made, filled with milestones, bumps, breakthroughs and setbacks, a proper adventure, and I would say that this journal, though intimate and secret, is destined to be read, I don’t know how far in the future, by someone, someone who will survive me and will be interested enough, maybe a nephew or a niece, or a great-nephew… a friend “lost” on the way, or any person caught by surprise by destiny with these dusty archives and who can learn something from all of this. I don’t know, I am in an existential mood today, thinking: “Will everything I write be useful?” Because, when I die, will there be someone really interested in reading it? (Or perhaps before I die, when fifty years more have passed I don’t think I will care someone reads what I wrote in my adolescence or youth…). It is like the legacy I will leave Humanity when I pass to the other side.
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