This week it has happened to me again, though it wasn’t something totally new. I will return to it further on, as today I have started handwriting a draft and I have filled up a whole page (no more room for memories and verifications), and besides I need something lighter for this Sunday that supposedly should be devoted to rest. The last fifteen days, since I came back from my vacation, have been very intense reincarnation-wise. I haven’t got many new memories, but I have spent almost all my time absorbed in tasks related to past lives. If I were paid for what I do, I wouldn’t lack work for the rest of my life. I have been delving into Helen Wambach’s work, a psychologist pioneer in the topic of regressions, back in the 70s, and this discovery have caused me the same admiration as Ian Stevenson’s work did. The result of this personal research will come to light soon in the blog. On the other hand, I haven’t ceased to consider how I can approach the thoughts and feelings I have been having lately in regards to my past life as Roderic. I want to speak about it but it is hard to do it orderly and in so little space. In the meanwhile, I am always interacting with old and new users in the forums I frequent, from whom I always end up learning new things. And I also have to answer the messages of beginners in my Facebook page.
I fear I don’t have answers to all these questions yet. I keep having the impression I am the only one who talks seriously about it, publicly, at least in the Spanish-speaking internet, from a perspective different to the typically “spiritual” one. And the only thing I can do is to keep writing, to keep disseminating my knowledge, to keep reflecting. I feel as if no advance has been done, because it turns out that a lady in the 70s had already come to the same conclusions to which I and hundreds of other people have come, and we both have expressed them in a similar way. I feel like Sisyphus: all the effort I make will be useless and in fifty years another person will take my place and will start writing the same things, hoping that humanity, this time, will listen. But, even knowing all this, there is only one thing I can do: leave my message out here, so that, sooner or later, people know reincarnation is an undeniable fact. Though... now that I think about it, perhaps it is an absurd task, as when they die, they will know anyway.